Something Borrowed 201-300

Rachel still doesn't know what to do. She ended up telling Hillary everything and Hillary told her to go for it. She told her to go and get what she wants, which is Dex. Rachel told Dex that they would talk about the whole situation over the Fourth of July, but once the fourth rolled around, the subject never came up. Rachel wants Dex to break off the engagement, but she doesn't want to be the reason that the wedding is called off. Dex never brings up Darcy, so Rachel has no idea what is going to happen. Rachel feels guilty about having an affair with her best friend's fiance, but she knows that she really loves Dex and that she wants to be with him. She doesn't think that Darcy deserves or even loves him the way she does. Every time Rachel thinks that she is going to tell Dex that this has to stop, she becomes weak and just falls for him all over again. She has no idea what coming down the pipe, or what she's even going to do about any of it. All she's really sure of is that she loves Dex more than anything.