When She Was Good. P 150-223

Em starts to gradually do what she wants. She was living off the money that she was getting from Pamela but since she is gone, she has to go out and find work. She always feels like everyone is watching her and judging her, thinking that she is not good enough for them. She sees this woman who lives in her apartment and begins to grow fond of her. She goes against what Pamela is telling her to do in her head and goes and plants a garden becuase it's what she wanted. She waters and takes care of it. And as it grows, it seems so does Em. She opens up more to people surrounding her and seems to start becoming happier.